I'm actually going to get out of the house today!!!
I'm soooo happy!!!
I was drawing in my sketch book last nite...and im so happy with the way my vision is coming out
My drawing is based on this song that has inspired me so much:
"What Sarah Said" By: Death Cab For Cutie
So if you have heard it maybe you will get an idea of what my drawing is about
And hopefully I will have it completed and put up in a few days. And maybe one other drawing too=]]
Well thats it.

Until next Jornal..,

~~Cristy

Well if you guys don't know i'm moving to florida in 20 days and counting. It's been so hard and emotional for me, saying goodbye to everyone i love, and just living in this shit hole of a house with a step dad who wont stop telling me to get out, and brothers who dont give a damn about me...ya it's been so hard living here when no one appericiates anything you do, and getting yelled at for "being the laziest person in the house" gets olds really fast..but im going to be living with my grandparents..but im leaving my mom and my sister, so that really sux. I wish it could just go back to the way it was [[when my parents were together]] but i know it will never be the same..
but all i can do now is give it to God and i know he will take care of me.
i just dont know how i can handle saying good bye to my mom with the burning memory of her crying.

Right now im super bored!!!
I just came back from a party last night...
teenagers+drinks=no bueno
lol!
but ya im super bored and i think i might go clean something or draw my Gir from invader zim.

Ok so life got a little more complicated and stressful.
This past week sucked really bad...
Boys
Best Friends
Studying
Work
Parents
All had its ups and downs. I'm sick to my stomache just thinking about it...
[[or maybe i'm just really hungry]]?
idk but i'm so lost for direction and what to do....I'm done here on this godforsaken earth...
i really am just gonna lock myself in my room and put my feelings down on paper...
u never know i might just come up with something fanominal.
i hate feeling like this but yet its my best expression.

Is so boring!!!!!!!!
I'm actually so wishing I was painting my portrait that I started yesterday with OILS
I'm so syked about it, I didn't want to stop and it looks so good right now
It's my first painting and I dont think I could have started it without the help of my friend Blake
But anyways I'm super bored I think I'm gonna go do some drawing=]]